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Hey, If you really think about it, lots of people believe in lots of gods. There are more then one rite? So, how do I say this? Most people believe in something but they don't believe in the omega. I just don't believe in anything. I used to believe in god when I was about 10. But then my parents got divorced and I thought to myself..Why would god do this to me. People always say how believing in god just brought so much happiness to them and they don't know what to do without him. Well I have been hurt by him 3 times since I was 10. And how in the world did this one man create the world in 8 days? If it was 8 days I haven't really played any attention. And then before he created Earth where did he live? Was he floating around in space? Just going wherever and then one day just think...Well I think I am going to build earth today. I need somewhere to stay. All my friends think that I am saying that I don't believe in god because I want seem cool. If I wanted to be cool, and all my friends believe in god, why would I say I don't believe in him? Does that even make since? Not to me. If I wanted to be cool then I would be like worshipping god 24/7. And then about 2 years later, my friends realized I really don't believe in god, and they started calling me names and leaving me out of things. They kept asking me everyday why I don't believe in him. This one night my friends invited my over to her house and everyone was there. While I sleeping they all circled around me and put a bible on my chest. they all took one of there hands put it on the bible and held hands with the other. They then started chanting. Even her mom and dad started chanting some weird Latin language. I was scared shitless! I got up and ran as fast as I could still carrying the bible. I got home and through the bible in to the fire place, crying and screaming still scared. |